Friday, June 30, 2006
xx 11:10 PM xx
As I'm typing, I'm doing so with a heavy heart... so much so as a lot of things have happened this week... ..
last mon was one of the few mondays tt i love it till i am only short of not kissing the date on the calendar.. ..
cos I managed to get good news abt the dream job interviews i desired.. ..
den today.. .. i worry abt the results.. .. i think those tests r crazy.. .. how to calculate within 30 mins for 40 qns.. ..
anwyay i can only pray for the best .. .. if it's mine it's mine if it's not... i'll den move on ... a next one is a beta one... ..
anyway I'm feeling guilty.. ..guilty abt not spending time with some friends.. not being there for them when they need me.. ..
but i am afterall a human.. .. at times there are so much things to handle till i have overlooked others.. .. thus pls forgive me .. ..
moreva, I respect individual's privacy... i dun like to force pple to talk when they dun feel like it.. .. it has to b willing on both parties.. ..
anyway, my worst fears r confirmed... .. i jus hope tt my dearest friend will b strong again after a big fall.. ..
time will heal all... it's not easy.. no1 said it's easy in the first place... .. but it definitely can b done.. ..
jus like a nasty fall
it can b so bad till u will need to learn how to walk again.. ..
it's so difficult & tough till u feel like giving up... ..
but when u continue to try & try ... u will eventually suceed .....
den u will find tt it's worthwhilewith all tt trying.. ..
& u will realise tt you learnt more abt life.. ..
doing silly things will have the after effect of u feeling silly when u think abt it.. .. so no pt being silly to do silly things la.. ..
most importantly, he's not worth it for u to do silly things.. ..he doesn't deserve tt kind of attention..
u r not hurting him but ur family members & friends tt care for u.. ..
be strong.. i know u can do it.. .. I have nothing but tonnes of faith in u.. ..
- about me
name: KLW
sch: SIM
horoscope: Aquarius
Get my car license
voluntary work
work overseas
K800i Sony Ericsson
Nikon S4
Brisbane trip
xx abhors
liars
backstabbers
hypocrites
rats/ mice