Wednesday, March 29, 2006
xx 11:34 PM xx
What will u do if u were me?
Scenario: everyday u close ur room window b4 leaving the hse esp when there's no1 at home
u started doing the same thing even when some1 was at home
den u were told not to do tt since some1 was at home
jus leave it open so as not to let the room b stuffy
den u reach home feeling so tired, the moment u stepped into ur room...
u were told tt ur room windows aren't closed when it rained heavily earlier on
as a result, ur room were flooded w water
but this person, x told u tt ur room is cleaned up liao
the next moment u knew was u were already stepping into puddles of water in ur room... ..
How were u react?
Frankly speaking, i was really trying to keep my cool at tt moment of time.. ..
i simply jus wana clean up wateva water tt's there and do wateva other things need to b done
the best part was my mum came home & really triggered off my temper
I was already damn frustrated & she still gt the cheek to ask me y am i cleaning up my room...
den my ' wu ming 3 ba hu" was really up
& i said angrily about my room's windows were not closed when it rained
den my mum accused me of locking my room den forgetti to close windows
to which i gt more angry & replied loudly tt my door's opened & wasn't locked in the 1st place!!@!!
the next moment i knew... x started screaming back at me & said " UR ROOM WAS FLOODED W WATER TILL IT REACHED UR BED!!! I WAS THE 1 WHO CLEANED IT!!!"
i gt even more angry... .. and replied:" NEXT TIME FLOOD NEXT OUT OF THE ROOM ALSO DUN ND TO CLEAN!!!"
I really think she has not gotten the situation analysed correctly.
IT's NOT ABOUT THE CLEANING OF THE ROOM!!!
IF u had bothered to check and close the windows, there won't even be a flood in my rm the 1st place!!!
It jus about responsibility!!!
Frankly speaking, wat's so hard jus making sure the windows are all closed b4 leaving the hse?
no matter how busy or late i was, if i'm the last person to leave the hse, i still checked to make sure the entire hse's windows were closed
cos S'pore has freak weathers... ..
& sometimes even ur room windows were opened, i was the 1 tt closed them.. ...
It doesn't make any sense for me to remind u everyday now tt u r at home
if i do tt, u will den tell me u know u know den say i disturb ur sleep
at the extent things were gg, i really think i'm like living in a rented place.. ..
or rather.. u can't trust any1 to do anythi.. ...
the best part is people who make the mistake gt the guts to scream back at u & is the one tt felt being annoyed & gt the rights to be angry
so nw the whole scenario is it's my fault ... ... not her fault get it ?
i deserve for not closing the windows... ..
it's up to her whe she wans to close
but i simply dun think tt gives her the right to scream at me
perhaps she feels tt i should feel indebted to her for cleaning the bits of water in my room?
wat an irony... ...
talk about life being unfair
ya.. life's neva fair in the 1st place wat.. ...
my mum can come to tell me not to be angry cos small issue & she's rushing out
to which i felt more disgusted
i simply told her the issue nw is my room gt wet, it's not even properly cleaned up which i dun mind
but am i even deprive of the right to be angry ?
& nw the best part is the 1 who commit the wrong can still shout back at me & has the right to be angry w me!!!
what the **** is the world coming to ?
it's simply unfair
i still remembered the time tt i overlooked the kitchen window & went to sch
den when i reached home, i gotten a big scolding from my mum for not closing the windows.. ...
this time round, when i said it's everybody's responsibility to check the windows b4 leaving, mu mum simply said tt i'm more thorough in such things ma...
bullshit... ..
she knows i'm blur by nature.. ..
tt's jus plain biase.. ...
the best part my mum is the 1 tt caused my outburst
if the person in wrong hasn't scream at me i still won't feel so pissed
i feel so disgusted by the behaviour
esp the fact tt the person in wrong expect me to apologise to her.. ..
it wasn't abt the cleaning of room
it also wasn't really about the windows
it's about every1's responsibility towards the hse
it's jus somethi so simple
it's not always abt urself only.. ...
even if it's not done... still u gt no right to scream back cos
u r in the wrong in the 1st place.. ...
from nw on i'm not gg to listen to any1 tt suggest keeping my windows opened!@!!
frankly speaki
i wasn't so pissed till I saw tt sickening attitude...
in the wrong still behaved as if she had suffered & i should apologise to her instead of another way round. ....
the way u clean my rm is really as good as neva clean.. ...
i'm prepared to let bygones by bygones even after u have shouted back at me.. ..
den the face of " u should apologise" simply irk me
really dun understand y pple r so self-centred & heck-care nowaday
i guess every1 simply forgot as long as u r part of the family every1's responsible for everythi
now specially thanks to my mum
if she has not provoke me
i won;t have tt outburst
argh... ... ...
& mayb everythi will b normal
nw i dunno when the war will end again
haix.. ..
still i dun think i'm at fault
the only mistake i made is I simply over trust into believing tt pple will automatic do certain things... ..
automatic like beri difficult nowadays.. ..
every1 likes to push responsibility & act blur to have easy way out
