Thursday, February 02, 2006
xx 10:11 PM xx
time really flies.. ..
jus a month and a lot of things happened .. ..
i'll say a bad start for me in 2006
the week b4 had a all gals mini gathering at Sentosa chalet
due to some things at happened at hm
nearly din make it
it's only after making sure tt things have gotten beta only i went w a heavy heart
didn't wana go at all but i was afterall the organiser so it's like kinda of bad if i din turn up
anyway chinese new year are no longer an occassion to look forward to when u r old
cos it means clean clean clean
frankly speaki... all tt cleaning up make me so tired
but den again, cleaning does help u to feel better
it's like pack away the stuff tt u dun wan or dun wana c
signifies a new start
at times certain things r left beta nt to b seen
haha
i dunno.. but it always make me feel beta .. ..
but i've gt a veri bad habit though
i can't bear to throw away things... .. even if it's of no use
i guess certain things such as cards have an element of sentimental feelings
if thrown away i fear i'll forgot.. ..
yet they occupy space.. ..
to prevent my mum from discoveri i'm doin arang-guni job
i've gt to hide all the stuff.. ..
sch's been bad as well.. ..
projects r driving me crazy .. ...
at times i can't help but wish tt pple won't always think i'm tt strong...
haix.. .. every1 has a certain limit
i'm maximising mine liao
problems have been pouring in to me even though it's nt mine
every1's expecti i may have a solution
do i really have 1?
who's to solve my problems?
haix.. .. if i can make a wish.. .. probably i'll wish for temporary vanished from earth.. ..
i wish at times there's a strong shoulder for me to lean against
jus for a rest.. ..
a few more days will b my birthday
i have a wish
but i know it'll neva b fulfilled
at times it sad to know tt simple wish r neva fulfilled
even if some1's willing to fulfill for u
u mayn't wan to accept
cos tt some1 isn't the person u wish for
nevertheless i'll settle for my 2nd wish
every1 b happy.. ..
