Sunday, December 25, 2005
xx 5:15 PM xx
as i grow older.. i think i become weirder.. ..
i guess it's due to things tt happened tt affected me.. ..
i guess as i grow older i realised tt it's actually more difficult to attain simple things in life than those monetary wans..
dis xmas eve & yr end, i've decided to have a quiet celebration
by my definition of quiet means stay at hm!!!
haha.. a 'no-life' method definitely... ..
but i guess i'm old liao.. haha.. jus wana some peace and really gt tired of the celebrations.. . .
probably jus wana commemorate the pple who died in the Tsunami tt happened a yr ago soon on the 26 Dec 2004..
i dunno.. but dis yr i jus feel beri heavy-hearted.. ..
probably w all the natural disasters & hearing how some of my friends & relatives have lost their loved ones or friends.. .. i guess i'm considered as fortunate in a certain sense as i still have my loved ones & friends w me.. ..
i have no wish to deal w death directly.. .. i dun think i will b strong enough to handle such issue.. ..
heari or readi how pple have dealed w their loved ones' death is enough to bring tears to my eyes & sadden me.. ..
of cos.. there r new lives tt come to the world.. ..
the joys of the newborns will always bring smiles to every1.. ..
definitely hope tt the comin yr will b a beta 1.. ..
May there nt b anymore Tsunami or natural diasters. .. ..
sounds bimbotic.. but really wish for world peace.. .. ..